Checkpoint
Too much?
Yes, a little…
Don’t think so much?
Yes, I wasn’t until my imagination got the better of me…
Want this to stop?
Easily done but hey I’d just enjoy whatever I can get…
After refueling my interest in going gym, i set off to attend the ‘bodylicious’ class this morning at novena cali. Just minutes into the class, I can immediately feel the pain in the exercises! Gosh! It’s like as if I suddenly realized those muscles existed! Unlike ’steps’ class which kind of encompasses some dance steps into the routine which forces you to put in 100% concentration to follow the steps, this b class is more about working out hard to tone muscles and doing exercises in a slower pace but they are much more challenging! 1st half of the class was more of footwork like steps and squats on the ground and on the board and 2nd half is about floor work and doing a lot of crunches. Haha I can tell you, I was mainly lying on the floor during the 2nd half from all the exhaustion. Now I can’t really walk fast or climb down a flight of stairs without feeling ache in my thighs and calves. But I think it’s better than steps! Hehe cos steps is just way too much work on the brain to follow the routine and I think my brain worked out more than my body! 
French class was SO TOUGH! Our teacher, Pierre, showed us a video clip about an old lady’s encounter with another guy in a cab that they shared and after that we were given the script and had to act it out! Our pronunciation was really ALL OVER THE PLACE! Horror of horrors! I’m tempted to go find the lyrics of the songs in “love songs” OST to learn the pronunciation of those commonly used words!
Went to watch ‘Threads of Destiny’ after dinner. Ok this movie is really not what I expected. I thought it would be a really sappy movie with cliched storyline, I was even preparing my tissues! But no! This 108mins movie tried to squeeze in so many issues, the lead actress’ life was practically super happening with 1 friend attempting suicide, 1 friend’s brush with drugs, 1 boyfriend’s abuse + car crash death and a complicating relationship with the lead actor that her adoptive mother was trying to protect her from. Like WTF!? And the ending is kind of weird too. The lead actor was telling her something about destiny, blah blah, and she just said ‘happy birthday’ and bade him farewell. Errr… And after the credits there was ‘To be continued…’ -.- I kind of wished it had more sappy-ness instead of trying to cramp so many events into 1 show. Maybe the drama is better since the multiple storyline would fit a drama better and give the audience more to explore on the individual characters. I was really half expecting that the lead actor would be the lead actress’ half brother or something (kr style!), cos her mother told him to stay away from her. By the way, the friend who attempted suicide is SUPER PRETTY! Haha me and Pong were like wowed by her beauty Ok I can’t find a super nice photo of her… Will upload something when I find it. Oh and I thought her abusive boyfriend looked really familiar and realised he was in Hana Kimi! Gosh, I miss that show 
I actually happened to chance on a video of Eric giving a training session on how to become a people magnet and seriously, it was damn funny!
I have to admit the feelings all just came back to me. The way he talks is still the same old funny ‘crappy’ stuff thats I totally can relate to and makes me feel like we ‘get’ each other. I really did have a slight urge to leave a comment that it’s really funny but, you know what, I did none whatsoever. He is just so 5 years ago.
I’m really happy about yesterday’s talk with my parents. I suddenly feel so cheery that I have more freedom about what I want to do now. It’s really up to me to decide what I want to do with my life. Of cos I know that I should not take too much advantage of this, one thing at a time.
By the way, I’m starting to feel like I have a crush on someone. Haven’t seen this person for quite a while and the other day he gave me the warmest smile ever… ahhh I do like that kind of feeling, like I’m attractive to that special someone
I’m on Twitter!
Hopefully you guys will get more updates from me via Twitter rather than just being lazy to blog a full entry…
cannot stand being lied to
Through a chat last night till 3am, I actually found out so many things and one of them included a revelation about a detail that another friend has been lying to me ever since I knew him. And now that it has been nearly 24 hours that the thought has set on my mind, I’m seriously pissed. Now I feel like an idiot for believing it. Because whenever he was none the better, this was the excuse that I used for him. He is like that because he has no experience. Which makes me feel like a very stupid person now. And today when he came for a group outing, seriously, I really had issues with even looking at him in the eye and much less speak to him. Because it’s like whatever he says now, I will really have trouble believing any of it. The lie might have been to protect his pride or how people view of him, but seriously, I don’t see why he had to lie about it. And I have been using this ‘lie’ as an excuse whenever he disappointed me. Now that I know that it was a lie, seriously, I feel that he’s even more of a dumb ass for the stupid stuff he screwed up on. And there is no chance in hell that I will ever believe anything he says, will take it with the slightest pinch of salt and even lesser chance in hell that I will ever see him in the same way as before. NEVER EVER AGAIN!
fun is only fun
sometimes I don’t really know what I want anymore and somehow don’t sense the ‘danger’ that I might be putting myself into…
