in your face!
Joel tells me that I haven’t changed all these years, still the same very 有主见 kind of person. And quite direct. And IN YOUR FACE! Or maybe it just means I am super attitude… Actually it depends, because I do become indecisive easily also, especially when it comes to things that will affect the future or with regards to my future. Haha… Today I felt especially so that I have become very ‘in your face’ because of something which my quite good friend/collegue, Esther, ‘confronted’ me about. And it really got me thinking that maybe I have been showing my intentions too clearly to my boss… And maybe it’s time to 收敛 a bit.
Well, on another note, I also realized that I really don’t like passive guys. It really becomes a drag when a guy that might like me a little doesn’t take any initiative to make any move. And after a while… nothing happens. What could have been, did not happen. If it were a little more obvious, only 2 things can happen: I don’t like you and start avoiding you or I at least like you a little and readily accepts you once you ask. It’s very simple… but if it drags on (even for years) and nothing still happens… Then it just goes to show that it’s not meant to be.
Fucking pissed now
you know, i thought of blogging about my Tokyo trip and I actually had the draft version still in the draft folder but I’m just too fucking pissed now to continue it
Everytime I ask people to go on an overseas trip with me, they tell me that they are broke. So, I go by myself. Then I come back from Tokyo and told them that i spent only a total of 2K including airfare there (airfare was only 767 in total), then they are like shocked that it is so affordable, then say how come i didn’t ask them… tell me their hk trip is already 1+K should have gone japan, i ask them during their peak period, cannot take leave, no choice, these kind of trips need to plan (and I asked them like freaking long ago and now they act like as if I didn’t give enough notice for any planning), etc… all kinds of stories…
Like it’s my fault that they didn’t get to go…
And all this while, I’ve been telling people that Japan is really worth going one, the food is good, the weather is cold (but dry which is bad for me but good for most people), there are just so many things to buy, cheap clothes and cheap skincare cosmetics…
WHICH JUST MAKES ME FUCKING PISSED!!!
