Just to be sure…

Yesterday I was really feeling frustrated with my work. Like no 1 even bother to teach me or tell me what to do even though I have joined a new team. And I keep getting this feeling that everyone thinks I’m not putting enough effort to contribute at all…

Only happen to start sms-ing a few people bout this cos of my frustration and depression. And T happened to be one of them cos he actually asked me whether I wanna join him for dinner, I rejected him and really regretted it in the end cos some stuff happened. Even though there were only bout roughly 6 smses sent in total between the 2 of us, I just thought ok at least he got reply me (yar he can be such a meanie! So I have low expectations of him… haha). But today he really surprised me cos he gave me a bar of Hershey’s Chocolate (there’s a small story behind why it was Hersheys but that’s a story for another day…) after he came back from lunch! OMG! I was quite touched actually! Cos even on normal days, I don’t receive any small treats/gifts from my good/normal/ok friends… (In fact some ok friends even forgotten my birthday and expected me to treat them just cos I might be earning a little more than them! But that’s another story again!) I thanked him via email and he said just to cheer me up… hahaha! and after work hrs he actually caught me reading ’spam’ emails and playing this driving game. Which of cos he also wanna play… ok la… he seems to be a ’skilled’ driver… But anyway, he can be nice sometimes as well… though 90% of the time, he’s just mean

Yesterday I met a guy that looks like Wu Zun (and 10% like Daniel Wu cos his nose is so sharp!) on the mrt while on my way back home! Wah seh! When I walked into the train, I already noticed that his side profile is not bad but thought to myself that his face is surely gonna most likely be cmi (cos thats what happens to me most of the time). But then once I saw his face, I can’t stop staring at him! HAHAHA! Really damn long since I saw a good enough looking guy around me to make me can’t stop staring at him! But from vaguely hearing him chat with his friend, I think he should be either Thai (more likely since he’s not too tanned) or Vietnamese… See… So difficult to find good looking SINGAPOREAN GUYS! WAHAHA

有时候真怀念拥有男女朋友关系的时候。。。

喜欢有一个可以想说设麽就说设么的知己在身旁，喜欢有一个可以依赖的人陪伴我，喜欢一起出去寻找新的地方吃好料理。

吃火锅

rollerblade

喝咖啡

看电影

看舞台剧

听演唱会

甚至只是可以聆听我想说的话。。。

可能能了解我的人不存在吧。。。