I actually happened to chance on a video of Eric giving a training session on how to become a people magnet and seriously, it was damn funny!
I have to admit the feelings all just came back to me. The way he talks is still the same old funny ‘crappy’ stuff thats I totally can relate to and makes me feel like we ‘get’ each other. I really did have a slight urge to leave a comment that it’s really funny but, you know what, I did none whatsoever. He is just so 5 years ago.
I’m really happy about yesterday’s talk with my parents. I suddenly feel so cheery that I have more freedom about what I want to do now. It’s really up to me to decide what I want to do with my life. Of cos I know that I should not take too much advantage of this, one thing at a time.
By the way, I’m starting to feel like I have a crush on someone. Haven’t seen this person for quite a while and the other day he gave me the warmest smile ever… ahhh I do like that kind of feeling, like I’m attractive to that special someone 
