Why the hell do I freaking bother anymore?
When I ask someone out (and just one person and not organizing a mass gathering), it’s because I want to spend some time with the person since we seldom get to meet on a day to day basis. It’s not for that person to start inviting all his other friends and making it their own damn party when I’m the one who started the ball rolling in the first place. In that case, I’d rather not go because if I bother to make some time to spend it with you, why the hell do I have to share your attention with others? Its not like your farewell or group outing where you are the centre of focus. Don’t freaking tell me that, by you asking me, you are showing respect for my decision rather than just letting that friend pop up at the outing unannounced. Because you know what, it’s just freaking telling me that I should just wake up and stop even bothering about making time to meet you because I’m just not worth your time and attention.
