interviews
I finally got the offer that I have been waiting for. Ok not like my ultimate dream job but at least the one that I think is a great opportunity and offers valuable experience as compared to the other offers I got. Actually ‘valuable’ really depends on whether I wanna go further into this area but never mind, my main short term goal for the next year is to earn as much money as possible and motivate myself as much as possible to do a good job. I actually sound super materialistic saying that but I really feel like I need to recover as much money as possible from what I lost in Sydney. Anyway, my apartment has finally been leased out, so 1 expense/loose end down and I’m just left with getting my refunds for OSHC and apartment bond. Luckily the whole Sydney mess seems to be mostly cleared up.
I also got informed to go for a reasoning test for 1 of the positions that I applied quite a few weeks ago. I really feel like saying ‘mua ha ha’ because it seems like the market is damn good now? I never got any response from that company before! But I am quite bent on my decision already, majorly because I finally get to work in town. Gonna be an amazing feeling because the atmosphere in Raffles Place area is really much more vibrant than anywhere else. You feel an energy because everyone there is just much more professional. I really need to start updating my wardrobe. Lately I just feel that my clothes are so not appealing. Too many cotton stuff that just makes me look like a kid. And also my hair 
Really need to grow them out because I can’t stand how I look anymore. Short hair needs to be styled no matter what. I cannot just cut my hair and expect them to be in place and look nice without doing anything anymore. So solution is to grow my hair out so that I don’t need to do so much to them. Especially my fringe. I am never going to cut them myself ever again. I am still living with the horror when I tried few weeks back.
Anyway, I’m feeling glad that things have been getting better and better these past few weeks. My confidence has increased also from going to so many interviews. I can safely say that I am very comfortable talking to strangers now. I’m like a professional interview goer man. Really made me learn a lot from all these interviews. 1 important thing that I always tell myself when I go for these interviews is that I am not an idiot so people should want to hire me. That is one thing that I am so clear about because I really am not. I know because I have experienced real idiots from my previous jobs especially the events one. So that is clear as day for me. I can sound not so confident if you test my technical knowledge but I know that I am hirable because I am not an idiot.
I just feel that if only I have dates now with someone new and eligible then I’d be living my dream life 
