When I ask someone out (and just one person and not organizing a mass gathering), it’s because I want to spend some time with the person since we seldom get to meet on a day to day basis. It’s not for that person to start inviting all his other friends and making it their own damn party when I’m the one who started the ball rolling in the first place. In that case, I’d rather not go because if I bother to make some time to spend it with you, why the hell do I have to share your attention with others? Its not like your farewell or group outing where you are the centre of focus. Don’t freaking tell me that, by you asking me, you are showing respect for my decision rather than just letting that friend pop up at the outing unannounced. Because you know what, it’s just freaking telling me that I should just wake up and stop even bothering about making time to meet you because I’m just not worth your time and attention.

I still can’t get over friday’s high!
Went out dinner and drinks (omg 4th week in a row and next week is long weekend, highly likely gonna be 5th week) with C and T. Originally asked R and his friend R (that I’ve only met 2 times before) along just for the fun of it but R couldn’t make it at the last minute but his friend R said he’d join! OMG so brave! Considering he’s not really my friend and he’s meeting 2 of my friends… No, he does not have a crush on me, 一见钟情 just doesn’t happen anymore in the 21st century. Anyway, it was kinda awkward at first but in the end it turned out to be quite a fantastic night! Of cos most of the credit has to go to T for being Mr. Friendly. But R is also very friendly and approachable!

Anyway, I just chat with him on msn cos wanted to ask whether he’s interested in going to see Sakura in Japan next year (me and Y are going to make this happen!) and he’s ONZ about it! Nice! (Side note: he’s quite a Jap freak like me and Y since he did Japanese language+studies minor in uni and also went Japan every summer!) Chatted for quite a while and it’s really been quite a while since I chatted with a guy with such ‘enthusiasm’ and continuity for such a long time… The feeling is soooo nice! But don’t get me wrong, it’s not that I have potentially found Mr. Right, but more of my new BFF! Really hope that Japan can be a reality with Y and R!

[pw+니콜] says (11:49 PM):
some ppl audio pass, visual fail
haha my fren told me in this case, i just need to close my eyes

=YiLiN=savoir-faire- 速水もこみち kakkoii!! says (11:50 PM):
haha YA
i told u liao
audio for u more impt can
must pass the entertainment audio test first then can qualify for ur bf

[pw+니콜] says (11:50 PM):
WAHAHAHAHHAA

I really don’t get it when people use 重色轻友 on me. It’s really kind of selfish when they use it on me. Why?

1. I am not attached for most of my life. So when they say that on me, I just feel like can’t they just be a bit more happy for me that I am meeting some guy out there instead of always being labeled as ‘picky’ and not wanting to be with anyone?

2. I don’t use this term on anyone because I have come into terms that people wanting to spend time with their loved ones over spending time with me on any day, let alone important holidays like Christmas or even on my/their birthdays, is NORMAL and acceptable. I never complain about it because it is a FACT OF LIFE. So why should they think that it is not normal for me to want to spend time with some guy out there instead of them? It’s just wayyy ridiculous. They, of all people, should understand what it is to spend time with someone that they like. Friends are just friends and at the end of the day, even if I’m going out with tons of guys, none of them can ever fill that void of a boyfriend because it is just NOT the same.

Bittenbefore is having a masks giveaway!

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gosh! I think this crush is going full blown!?

Too much?
Yes, a little…

Don’t think so much?
Yes, I wasn’t until my imagination got the better of me…

Want this to stop?
Easily done but hey I’d just enjoy whatever I can get…

After refueling my interest in going gym, i set off to attend the ‘bodylicious’ class this morning at novena cali. Just minutes into the class, I can immediately feel the pain in the exercises! Gosh! It’s like as if I suddenly realized those muscles existed! Unlike ’steps’ class which kind of encompasses some dance steps into the routine which forces you to put in 100% concentration to follow the steps, this b class is more about working out hard to tone muscles and doing exercises in a slower pace but they are much more challenging! 1st half of the class was more of footwork like steps and squats on the ground and on the board and 2nd half is about floor work and doing a lot of crunches. Haha I can tell you, I was mainly lying on the floor during the 2nd half from all the exhaustion. Now I can’t really walk fast or climb down a flight of stairs without feeling ache in my thighs and calves. But I think it’s better than steps! Hehe cos steps is just way too much work on the brain to follow the routine and I think my brain worked out more than my body!

French class was SO TOUGH! Our teacher, Pierre, showed us a video clip about an old lady’s encounter with another guy in a cab that they shared and after that we were given the script and had to act it out! Our pronunciation was really ALL OVER THE PLACE! Horror of horrors! I’m tempted to go find the lyrics of the songs in “love songs” OST to learn the pronunciation of those commonly used words!

Went to watch ‘Threads of Destiny’ after dinner. Ok this movie is really not what I expected. I thought it would be a really sappy movie with cliched storyline, I was even preparing my tissues! But no! This 108mins movie tried to squeeze in so many issues, the lead actress’ life was practically super happening with 1 friend attempting suicide, 1 friend’s brush with drugs, 1 boyfriend’s abuse + car crash death and a complicating relationship with the lead actor that her adoptive mother was trying to protect her from. Like WTF!? And the ending is kind of weird too. The lead actor was telling her something about destiny, blah blah, and she just said ‘happy birthday’ and bade him farewell. Errr… And after the credits there was ‘To be continued…’ -.- I kind of wished it had more sappy-ness instead of trying to cramp so many events into 1 show. Maybe the drama is better since the multiple storyline would fit a drama better and give the audience more to explore on the individual characters. I was really half expecting that the lead actor would be the lead actress’ half brother or something (kr style!), cos her mother told him to stay away from her. By the way, the friend who attempted suicide is SUPER PRETTY! Haha me and Pong were like wowed by her beauty Ok I can’t find a super nice photo of her… Will upload something when I find it. Oh and I thought her abusive boyfriend looked really familiar and realised he was in Hana Kimi! Gosh, I miss that show

I actually happened to chance on a video of Eric giving a training session on how to become a people magnet and seriously, it was damn funny!

I have to admit the feelings all just came back to me. The way he talks is still the same old funny ‘crappy’ stuff thats I totally can relate to and makes me feel like we ‘get’ each other. I really did have a slight urge to leave a comment that it’s really funny but, you know what, I did none whatsoever. He is just so 5 years ago.